Song of the Day: Baby It's Cold Outside - Kathryn Janeway and ChakotayCerys from Catatonia and Tom Jones

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OMG I was given the most gorgeous prezzie today, a cuddly toy in the shape of a dog that smells of sandlewood (well, we think) and it's so incredibly soft, and it was a guy who gave it me! Shock that he figured it out by himself. He doesn't believe that I'm not going out with Mark. Ok, I was kinda giggling when I told him that Mark and I had been stringing him on, so he thought that I was giggling cause I was lying (cause I do that sometimes)... Kinda wish it wasn't just a joke though...

Sorry, I need to stop thinking of Mark like that! I mean, he probs does like me, but I've not got the guts to actually ask him out... I did the last, what?, three times... I'm the chaser never the chased (and no, I'm not trying to do a pun thing there with saying chased and not chaste, cause I'm only chaste because of circumstances!)(How bad does that last sentence make me sound...? :|) Wish I was chased... Then again, when I am, I get freaked out and tell the guy to back off... Gods what is wrong with me?

I was reading my diary from last year... Oh my god. There are feelings there for people that I'm feeling for now. I talk about Las and Thorny and Mark and my girls from school and Scott... And I love it! :D I'm really happy with everyone (well, not with Scott all the time)... :) I love it.

And I fancied the pants off Mark then, and I do now. :D

Rach xxx