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I'm seeing Mark this afternoon!!! :D

Rach xxx

OMFG I have to tell you all my dream. It was freaky, and featured people I like/have liked at one point (Mark, you're the former).

So, for some reason I was looking around Adam's Kids in Co-op (clothing for kiddies) and Chris was there, as well as Mark and his mum. So I'm walking around, coo-ing at the kiddie clothes, and Chris was to one side of me, and Mark to the other, and Chris was wearing Harry drama's leather trench coat. Now, Harry drama's leather trench coat is like to die for, so for Chris to be wearing it is like, '... Ok...'

So we're walking, and Chris and I go outside, and for some reason I ask him out, and he gets all uppity and pissy, saying how Mark's mum would kill him or something (and for some reason in the dream this confused me) and he couldn't dare go out with me and he basically left me in the rain... And I was crying slightly, until Elliw passed with her daughter Louise, who had blonde hair in pigtails, and looked adorable.

Mark came out to give me something, and I opened it up to see it was Harry Drama!Leather Trench coat that Chris had been wearing, and Mark was gone by that time, so I looked through the pockets (as you do), and I find a gun... Like a revolver or the kinda Ruger like one that John had in CSI: Miami when he messed up the ballistics lab. So I put it back in the pocket and get kinda freaked until Mark comes back out again and asks why I'm outside, so I tell him that Chris turned me down. He turned on his heel and went to the kiosk where Chris was and told him he was missing out on a good thing and that he was an idiot (Mark actually wanted to punch him, but in the dream I held him back)... Chris came at me, asking for the gun, and I was like, 'No. Mark's only looking out for me, like he's always done.' Then things got hazier and I woke up.

Still not figured it out. Not letting go of Mark though. :)

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Iconsssssssssss...

( I shouldn't set myself a mini-challenge if I don't do it! )

12 under the cut... Enjoy! :D

Bed. :D

Rach xxx

I didn't post the icons last night (my time of the month started and all I wanted to do was sleep) so here are yesterdays and todays icons. :)

Now I'm going back to bed (Mark came over at lunchtime, and hopefully this evening when the course is over for the day), and I'm gonna play Pokemon!!! :D

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After this track ends (Phantom of the Opera). :)

Rach xxx

Song of the day: All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

Had a good day today. Went delivering stuff, got hugged, had alcohol at my aunt's house (hadn't expected it... She poured me some wine but I've gone off it, plus it was icky stuff that I didn't like) got many prezzies... Can't wait to open them! Jill's given me and my sis a prezzie each and something for us to share. Pretty funky. I think I've been given chocolate from Mari though (as well as some other stuff) but I might be wrong, cause I think I heard her say something about not giving us chocolate this year.

Carys rang when we were over! :D I love her to pieces! She's in Las Vegas at the mo (not Salt Lake City like I told you Steffi yesterday) and she sent some photos to Mari and she was in one and she looked really good and happy... Very red, cause she burns, but really happy and grinning like a fool.

... Mari said I sounded like her when I laughed today. Everyone keeps saying we look alike, and at times I kinda half see it, but she's prettier. She had gorg red hair when she was younger... It looked browner in the pic. But yeah... :)

So I saw Clare today, which rocked. It was only for like a min though cause of the whole 'Must do everything befre going to Mari's house' mentality that my parents have, but had a quick gossip about Mark. I know I've spoken on here about it, and to Steff, but not to Clare, so I need to call her on Monday or something... Or comment on her LJ.

Gonna try and do a manip of Seven in the newest of the threads between her and the Admiral (I need to start finishing some of them)... Need to find a pic though. :|

I'll try the comments sometime in the next 24 hours.

Rach xxx

Song of the day: Hallelujah - Rufus Wainright

:: Is all happy ::

Rach xxx

Base by the fabulous Belanna (miral_paris)

Song of the Day: Be My Baby - The Ronettes

I had a very good day today. :D Some people know why.

Got my UCAS tracking thing today (talking last night to brainache about it), so I'm happy bout that. Meeting up with Mark tomorrow, very happy about that. :D Been doused in tea and coffee today (mum actually made me a cuppa without me asking for one, which was weeeeird!)

Need to wash my hair. Knowing my luck, it's gonna rain tomorrow! :: Prays :: Don't let it rain!!!

little_sun I got your post card today!! :: Hugs :: Thank you!!! :D

What do I wear tomorrow?

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Baby It's Cold Outside - Kathryn Janeway and ChakotayCerys from Catatonia and Tom Jones

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OMG I was given the most gorgeous prezzie today, a cuddly toy in the shape of a dog that smells of sandlewood (well, we think) and it's so incredibly soft, and it was a guy who gave it me! Shock that he figured it out by himself. He doesn't believe that I'm not going out with Mark. Ok, I was kinda giggling when I told him that Mark and I had been stringing him on, so he thought that I was giggling cause I was lying (cause I do that sometimes)... Kinda wish it wasn't just a joke though...

Sorry, I need to stop thinking of Mark like that! I mean, he probs does like me, but I've not got the guts to actually ask him out... I did the last, what?, three times... I'm the chaser never the chased (and no, I'm not trying to do a pun thing there with saying chased and not chaste, cause I'm only chaste because of circumstances!)(How bad does that last sentence make me sound...? :|) Wish I was chased... Then again, when I am, I get freaked out and tell the guy to back off... Gods what is wrong with me?

I was reading my diary from last year... Oh my god. There are feelings there for people that I'm feeling for now. I talk about Las and Thorny and Mark and my girls from school and Scott... And I love it! :D I'm really happy with everyone (well, not with Scott all the time)... :) I love it.

And I fancied the pants off Mark then, and I do now. :D

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Closer ot Fine - Indigo Girls

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood (a big file cause it's about ten mins long, but really good! :D The start is what Darren Gough and Lilia Copillova did their paso doble to).

I have fishnet tights! :D Flesh coloured ones, that look unslutty, and they just look pretty. I've kinda half figured out what I'm gonna wear tomorrow. :) Need to do my legs, my hair, get off all the glitter, wrap some prezzies, send off the last of the cards... They might not be there by Chrimbo, but they shall get there!!! :D

I think I'm losing weight (which is shocking considering the ammount of crap I've eaten these past few weeks). My blue skirt's looser around my tummy. :) It must be all the walking. I am walking more, just to escape from the house for an hour or so. So I'll walk around, aimlessly, and try not to eat chocolate, and think about stuff. Random stuff, nothing major, like, 'When should I do the dishes?' 'Should I wear that tomorrow?' 'Oh gods I hope [insert name here] isn't in [insert place here]' The walking is helping. :)

Maybe it was the 2 and a half/3 hours I walked on Friday. ;D

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: You're Gonna Make Me Lonesome When You Go - Madeleine Peyroux

It's a pretty song.

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I realised something these past few days... I really like a guy, and I think he likes me back, cause of how he was a few days ago. And I can't remember his phone number!!! :( I used to remember it, 6 little numbers! And now! Now I can't remember... I remember the first three digits... But the last three! Damn...

So yeah, I have a crush... well, something more strong than a crush, but not love... on a guy. And it isn't Scott. You may all be happy. :D I am. :)

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Age of Aquarius - The Mammas and the Pappas

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Evertyone on my flist in the UK, even if you don't watch, dial 09011214012 to vote for Zoe and Ian to win Strictly Come Dancing. If you need me to vote for X Factor I will, as long as you vote for Zoe and Ian!!! :D They did a Samba to the song of the day! :D A samba!!! She was all in pink and she looked stunning!!! :D

I'm gonna write someone a comment *Looks pointedly at a certain Seven*

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Can't Fight the Moonlight - LeAnne Rimes

It's a sweet song... And it's special... So it's the song of the day. :)

Rach xxx

PS GIP! :D My Christmas icon, cause... yeah :)

Song of the Day:Here for the Party - Gretchen Wilson

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I now have purple hair... Again. Mr M is gonna be in for a shock if I actually go in with my Personal Statement (I could just e-mail it in... but I need to walk more...)

And my old teachers are gonna see it anyways, cause of Prize Evening on Tuesday... What are your wearing Clare and Steff?

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Cell Block Tango - Chicago OST (opens a new window) Ok, so I hated the movie, but I love this song!!! :D

( Lost - Spoilers )

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Pussycat, Pussycat - Robert Picardo (opens new window)

With the song, it is .wma, which means it plays on Windows Media Player, but not on Real Player...

Ugh, tired... And for no real reason. Tomorrow, I must:

*wash the dishes
*hoover the living room
*wash floor in hallway
*find job
*finish writing my Christmas cards
*find prezzies for people
*type up all the drabbles I have (all 11... :|)

And I think there's something else, but I'm not sure...

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Push the Button - Sugababes (opens new window)

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Had a good day... Whee!!! :D

Rach xxx

Song of the day: Kate - Ben Folds Five

Nothing important happened today.

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Love Machine - Girls Aloud I'm loving Girls Aloud at the moment...

Book of the Week: Distant Shores. OMG! How much do I love Distant Shores? Distant Shores is a series of short stories describing snap shots of life on Voyager. I've read seven of the thirteen stories, which range from funny (Talent Night), sweet but angsty (Closure) and romantic, sweet and angsty (Isabo's Shirt!!!! :D:D:D:D). Whilst Isabo's Shirt is as close as we'd get to canon J/C (sorry my J/7 friends, there's no J/7 here... Well, not that I've found anyways). But one of the nicests stories was 'Winds of Change', a Torres/Kes friendship story. It's really nice and sweet, set after what happened in Warlord. Kes has muchos aggro in her, and asks B'Elanna for help. It's lovely. :) Get the book, it's worth it! :D

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Ugh, I'm so out of practice. Went out last night with Russ, Rich and Christina, had two drinks and had a banging headache. :| And to make matters worse, Rat Boy was there, staring at me all night. I'm so glad I was wearing a t-shirt and not some strappy top that showed off my clevage. I felt really self-conscious! Ugh, men. And to make matters worse his borther came up to us (me, Russ and the others) and said, 'Oh Jason's here...' leering at me! It was really gross! So I was like, 'Uh... ok...' thinking 'Ew gross!! Please stop looking at me like that!!!'

Got home by about midnight... Didn't eat so I felt icky in the morning... Maybe it was cause I was lying on my tummy as I slept... I felt like throwing up, so I was there for half an hour rubbing my tummy gently to stop the urge to puke.

I'm ok now though. :)

Rach xxx

Song of the Day: Racey Lacey - Girls Aloud (opens new window)

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Stolen from silly_liz



What does your handwriting say about YOU?

Rach xxx

Song of the day: I Touch Myself - The Divynals

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Saw Lynwen today. Didn't do much... Pfft.

Got another Christmas card today!! Really need to finish writing mine and send them!!! I've done about five from the however many I need to write. Anyone else want a card from me? (cosmic_llin who do I address yours to? Email me if you don't wanna leave a comment here with your real name. :D)

:: Goes to comment as KJ ::

Rach xxx