I'm feeling generally apathetic for everything at the moment. I really can't be fagged with anything... My writing is on the skids, I feel as anatomically correct as a Barbie doll at times, one of the women at work doesn't do her fair share (doesn't hoover, doesn't sort stuff out... generally sits around on her ass all day), another one is bitching, the son's fucked in the head and the boss is off in Chester or somewhere tomorrow until Monday (cause he's on the boat with the other half)... I'm tired all the time (I slept until 10:50 yesterday, and if it wasn't for my friend texting me I would have slept longer)... Now I've found out that one of my friends doesn't like my other friend in that way even though they'd be perfect together but you can't force things like that... Her loss.

Ok, I'm not feeling so apathetic at the moment, cause I have Cherry Ghost playing Welcome To The Black Parade (which, to be honest, is a kinda decent cover... Not cheerful enough, cause it's a parade, but it's live and stuff, so kudos!!!) which has put me in the mood for real MCR...

I dunno, there's something about MCR. It just makes me feel less hopeless, as if I have something to strive for.

...

Meh. Bed.

Rach xxx