It's a sorry state of affairs if the two highlights of my day are me chatting with Mark (which always brings a smile to my face) and finding out that Chris Co-op (yesss... him...) is not gay.

I actually asked him.

Yes, Rachel (that's me), the one with no guts when it comes to guys and their sexuality, asked Chris Co-op, the guy I had a crush on since I was about 15/16, if he was gay.

The conversation after that should have been kept for when both parties are so drunk that neither remember the convo the next day. However, neither of us were, so I am now scarred for life (as is Ruth). But he isn't gay... Which is a kinda a bit of a thing for me... Dunno why, cause I only kinda half like him when I haven't seen or heard Mark in hours (cause Chris is like tall and thin and geeky... Just Mark has added charm and charisma and all round yummyness!!!)

Actually, three highlights. I found Pinkie!!! :D The mp3 player. Serious, I thought I'd lost her, but she's found, and now has batteries. I'm gonna change the music on there though, cause I'm kinda bored with some of the stuff on there. But I have some Phantom stuff there... Might delete the duet cause she has a high voice. It's ok in Point of No Return cause it's kinda haunting and stuff, but in All I Ask of You it's kinda too high and I'm like, '... OWWW My ears!!!'

But, yeah, Mark was good today. He's still having trouble with CSS (if you don't know what it means don't worry :D) so I need to wrap my head around it before Saturday lunch time (cause that's when I get to Harlech).

"I'm just gonna go home, lie down and listen to country music. The music of pain."

I was sure Xander said something like that but totally different when Cordy broke up with him... That country music was the music of the damned... Hmm... I created a false memory. Great...

I'm gonna have a drink then go to bed. Goodnight. :D

Rach xxx

PS I so need to watch Buffy again!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, Spike's song is so Chakotay-esque!!! It's Chakotay angsting over Kathryn! :: Huggles Spike and Chakotay :: (See, it's Chakotay I love, not that twat Robert!)

Oh I love the angst in this episode!!! :D

Rach xxx