So, in relation to my last post, I apologised (which isn't something I do often). He was totally cool though... Like, 'If that's what they said, I'm perfectly fine with it!' And he was smiling so it was like, 'Yaay! No more guilty conscience! :D' Dad's finally got it though his head that the "girlies" (that's what he calls the "younger" ones) find Chris creepy. 'Not just the girls dad.' Honestly, he's a laugh, but he's creeptastic.

Ruth's in a sulk cause I punched her, then cried when she punched me back (harder, and onto bare skin!). I've apologised, but she's still in a sulk, which is fine by me. I've apologised (urgh, two in so many days. Yuck. I feel all... goody twoshoes!)

:: Hugs icemaiden013 :: Love you too chick! :D

I'm gonna go to town, check out the new shop (they are totally copying us, but because our sign isn't ready it's gonna look like we were copying them, which isn't fair!), get some hair dye (bright ruby red... hopefully! :D) and I might get a movie out, and pig out, cause Ruth's made me feel bad. :(

Rach xxx

I am uncompatible with Wendy.

Yaay!

I am also a soggy tea-cosy.

Yaay!

Basically, there will be no lesbian experiences with Wendy (thank God! No offence to the woman, but she isn't my type!), and when I get caught in the rain, Chris Co-op will come up to me, in the Co-op, and say I look like a soggy tea-cosy. Joy.

I'm now I'm gonna make Spongebob Squarepants icons. Whoot!

Rach xxx

PS Ruth is a closet lesbian!

It's a sorry state of affairs if the two highlights of my day are me chatting with Mark (which always brings a smile to my face) and finding out that Chris Co-op (yesss... him...) is not gay.

I actually asked him.

Yes, Rachel (that's me), the one with no guts when it comes to guys and their sexuality, asked Chris Co-op, the guy I had a crush on since I was about 15/16, if he was gay.

The conversation after that should have been kept for when both parties are so drunk that neither remember the convo the next day. However, neither of us were, so I am now scarred for life (as is Ruth). But he isn't gay... Which is a kinda a bit of a thing for me... Dunno why, cause I only kinda half like him when I haven't seen or heard Mark in hours (cause Chris is like tall and thin and geeky... Just Mark has added charm and charisma and all round yummyness!!!)

Actually, three highlights. I found Pinkie!!! :D The mp3 player. Serious, I thought I'd lost her, but she's found, and now has batteries. I'm gonna change the music on there though, cause I'm kinda bored with some of the stuff on there. But I have some Phantom stuff there... Might delete the duet cause she has a high voice. It's ok in Point of No Return cause it's kinda haunting and stuff, but in All I Ask of You it's kinda too high and I'm like, '... OWWW My ears!!!'

But, yeah, Mark was good today. He's still having trouble with CSS (if you don't know what it means don't worry :D) so I need to wrap my head around it before Saturday lunch time (cause that's when I get to Harlech).

"I'm just gonna go home, lie down and listen to country music. The music of pain."

I was sure Xander said something like that but totally different when Cordy broke up with him... That country music was the music of the damned... Hmm... I created a false memory. Great...

I'm gonna have a drink then go to bed. Goodnight. :D

Rach xxx

PS I so need to watch Buffy again!

My left foot fucking hurts. Falling yesterday and being at work today was not a good mix. I woke up late today, thinking it was Saturday not Tuesday (how the hell I made that mistake I have no clue!), I got out of the shower late, I couldn't find my keys so I got to work late and Wendy watched me walk past her as she nattered on the phone. I got into work, wet hair (not been brushed either) and almost in tears cause my foot had already began to hurt when Wendy comes in. She's turning on the lights and I start taking stuff out (feeling really down) and she's like, 'I'm not checking up on you.' Yeah right.

So she goes, and I find a note from Anne, 'Hoover Tuesday and if it doesn't rain wash the windows.' Nu-uh. Not on this fucking ankle... And the weather was shit (ok, it didn't rain but it was cloudy as hell, and I don't wanna wash windows just for them to get rain streaked in the next 24 hours!). So I hoovered (which I kinda didn't mind doing that much) but I had customers in. Joyous. When I wanna tidy they come in, when I wanna serve they all seem to avoid the place like the Plague. It's like, 'Wtf is wrong?'

But anyways, I was helping this old guy try on shoes (he was like 85, really nice though) and I was just being my normal self, and he said, 'Word of advice, if I was interviewing you for a job, I'd hire you on your personality alone, but you should look into losing some weight.' To be honest, if he told me that last week I would have been affronted and generally pissed off, but I was like, 'That's the new plan for this year,' kinda thing. And another older guy (musta been late fourties) came in for a pair of shoes... Was there for an hour! But he was easy to talk to, you know those customers who are really nice and jokey and stuff.

One of Russ' mates came in look for him. Foud Russ then came back to the shop before going back to the police station (something about him being beaten up or sommat a few weeks earlier). Anyways, he was helping me bring stuff to pack up, and Anne comes in (looking kinda haggard, and in a zippy that even I wouldn't wear, and I will almost wear anything once!), looking this guy up and down (cause he was a big guy). Asked, 'Who's he?' and I was like, 'A mate of Russell,' as he's going out the door. He calls, 'See ya trouble,' (great I get a nickname worthy of my utter boringness) and leaves and Anne's face is like, 'OMG Russ is friends with that huge guy?' He was ok... :: Shrugs :: I just missed Mark.

I actually miss him loads. We kinda got into an argument. Not gonna repeat the argument here, cause what's the point? What's done is done, all that matters is that we're still together. :D

Anyways, annoyed Chris in co-op too! :D It was a pretty good day. Then again I think I always freak out Chris. Not that hard though (for me to freak out anyone, all I have to do is be me! :D). I had fish for dinner. It was yummy.

Now I'm gonna read some fic then go to bed cause I am tired (and in pain!)

Rach xxx

OMFG I have to tell you all my dream. It was freaky, and featured people I like/have liked at one point (Mark, you're the former).

So, for some reason I was looking around Adam's Kids in Co-op (clothing for kiddies) and Chris was there, as well as Mark and his mum. So I'm walking around, coo-ing at the kiddie clothes, and Chris was to one side of me, and Mark to the other, and Chris was wearing Harry drama's leather trench coat. Now, Harry drama's leather trench coat is like to die for, so for Chris to be wearing it is like, '... Ok...'

So we're walking, and Chris and I go outside, and for some reason I ask him out, and he gets all uppity and pissy, saying how Mark's mum would kill him or something (and for some reason in the dream this confused me) and he couldn't dare go out with me and he basically left me in the rain... And I was crying slightly, until Elliw passed with her daughter Louise, who had blonde hair in pigtails, and looked adorable.

Mark came out to give me something, and I opened it up to see it was Harry Drama!Leather Trench coat that Chris had been wearing, and Mark was gone by that time, so I looked through the pockets (as you do), and I find a gun... Like a revolver or the kinda Ruger like one that John had in CSI: Miami when he messed up the ballistics lab. So I put it back in the pocket and get kinda freaked until Mark comes back out again and asks why I'm outside, so I tell him that Chris turned me down. He turned on his heel and went to the kiosk where Chris was and told him he was missing out on a good thing and that he was an idiot (Mark actually wanted to punch him, but in the dream I held him back)... Chris came at me, asking for the gun, and I was like, 'No. Mark's only looking out for me, like he's always done.' Then things got hazier and I woke up.

Still not figured it out. Not letting go of Mark though. :)

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Iconsssssssssss...

( I shouldn't set myself a mini-challenge if I don't do it! )

12 under the cut... Enjoy! :D

Bed. :D

Rach xxx

I have new hair!!! :D

( I love my hair!!! )

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( Rant about men who should keep their noses out of other people's business! )

Seeing Mark tomorrow!!! :D I have had cramps from hell today, but not so bad as to warrant too many pills (only had two paracetemol about 2/3 hours ago). But right now I'm getting like lightning bolts of pain down my right inner hip (it makes sense to me) and they last only a few seconds but they huuuuuuuuuuurt!

Going to bed soon. G'night.

Rach xxx

As decided by Premier Magazine, the 50 Greatest Comedy Movies Of All Time.

(I've bold the ones I've seen :D)(and it's in chronological order)

( Mongo only pawn in game of life (Warning: Caps locked used as I can't be bothered to make it look pretty) )

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Mark came over this morning. My house really hates him though. His allergies just flare up. (When I go over his I get headaches cause of the smoke fumes) We just chilled, and I showed him my new jeans (which he loved - cause he loves jeans in general)... He had to go at 1:30 so I felt sad. :(

Went to Co-op later, and chatted with Russ. Put my stuff on the belt and looked up to see Chris staring (yes, Mark does know about this before anyone starts worrying! :D), and I've got, 'What you looking at?' written all over my face, and he says, 'Oh, I'm just reading your t-shirt.' So I was like, '... Fine. Just peruse my boobs,' not really thinking anything of it and Russell, David (who was on the till behind me) and my sis just looked gobsmacked at me... And then I said something like, 'Wanna read my backside too? I don't think there's anything there but you can try...'

...

Yeah, he's a freak. So anyways, I've embarrassed Ruth, freaked out Russell, shocked David and had a conversation with Chris. All in five minutes of being at the checkout! :D

I got Angel Delight - Chocolate and Strawberry flavours. Chocolate was nice (I shared with Ruth :D). Strawberry (from past experience) is yummier! :D

Bed in a min (I need a drink before sleeping)(not that kind of drink, I meant something like milk).

Rach xxx

I have new hair.

And I had a weird assed dream last night/this morning (but it was a happy one cause me and Mark were together solving stuff like the Doctor and Rose and I'm sure it was Mark because of the floppy hair and the yummy looks! :D).

So anyways, new hair! :D It's just my old hair with yummy thin highlights that just lifts the colour up like so much!!! :D It rocks!!!

Bed now, cause I'm in the shop all day tomorrow and all day Thursday and I'm doing my Pantri shift on Friday. Joy of joys. :D (Money though, and money good, cause I just spent all of it on my hair.)

Rach xxx

Edit: OMG I forgot to say, me, Mark and Kellie were in Co-op (getting mum some kidney beans for the chillie she was making dad) and we passed Chris' counter to get to the kiosk counter and he was so totally watching, and he kept on looking over and eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee why is he look over? Was it because of the vest top, or the fact I was in cropped trousers, or is he bi and looking at both me and Mark? What is it? Would he just tell me please so then Mark won't have the urge to kill him every time he sees him?

Meme stuff. Enjoy. :D

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well. You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music. You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

Your Inner Child Is Angry

You're not an angry person. But when you don't get your way, watch out. Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want. Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

^-<-<-< Um... Yah... :: Shifty eyes ::

You Are a White Flower

A white flower tends to represent purity, simple beauty, and modesty. At times, you are dignified like a magnolia. And at other times, you represent great ecstasy, like a white orchid. And more than you wish, you're a little boastful, like a white hydrangea.

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

That cheers me up. :D

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Mark came round. :: Sighs :: Because it was so warm in the house, in my room, everywhere!, I had to have another shower (I have one a day otherwise I get problem hair). It was nice, lukewarm so I didn't get too hot again, and Mark was very much, 'You look nice' kinda thing (in his tone).

OMG we went down Co-op at about fourish, and I got a drink (so did Ruth) and we were gonna annoy Mark's mum, but she was busy, so we paid with Chris. He was so looking down my top! In front of Mark! We were talking about how crazy (or was it nuts? one or the other) we both are (me and Mark) and he said (whilst looking down my top), 'Well, he's got the measure of you.' I was like, :: Gobsmacked :: (for a few seconds) then I got my head together and laughed it off (then bitched about it with Mark afterwards. Fine, a guy looks down my top, course he is, it's hot weather and I have a low cut top on, but to do so in front of my boyfriend, and totally checking me out? No!!!)

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My poor boobs. It was nice, the attention and all, but not in front of Mark, cause then I look like some attention grabbing whore who's just gonna flit between guys. :( And I don't want that image, especially when he's concerned, cause I love him and as much as I don't care what he thinks of me, I do care if he thinks I'm a whore or something.

(And no hun, that is nothing to do with the comment you passed whilst jokingly discussing jobs around my mum! :D)

So yeah, I'm icky and sweaty, and I'm working tomorrow... I want rain, or something, just to chill everything out. It's just so fucking humid! It ain't the heat, it's the humidity. :(

Rach xxx

Mark hun, don't read the cut.

( A dream that freaked me out )

OMG, Sunday School was actually kinda fun cause me and Heini were like the teachers (cause Meinir nor Delyth were there) and we made a coat for Joseph (cause Heini was teaching them about Joseph and his amazing technicolour dream coat! :D) It was fun, but I got glue over my fingers. I was thankfully unhungover (there have been times when I had a hangover for two days, which aren't good!)

Still freaked by that dream. :S

Rach xxx